Sometimes, because of his God given, natural yet supernatural way of performing we can forget about the force that is Bruce, the songwriter.

Almost every day, I sit at the piano and try to create magic. Some days are luckier than others, for sure. But I can’t help but wonder, while I’m sitting at my old upright facing the front window of my house, if Bruce had these moments too. Moments when he was writing and writing, pouring his heart out all the while being unsure it would ever be heard by anyone beside himself.

For You is a masterpiece. I love a song that requires some digging, some actual listening to, to get to the root of it. Too often in popular music we are spoon fed lyrics that mean little to nothing. Too often when I’m writing I find myself more worried about getting to the chorus fast enough for country radio rather than really say what I want to say.

I’ve always taken this song to be about a girl who has problems that are out of her control and the man who loves her for it and through it.  Coming from a girl who’s life can also be seen as one long emergency (although, no where near as bad as the girl’s in the song), this song guts me. This is said to be Bruce’s first attempt at a love song, and I believe he far surpassed that. Yes it’s easy to write love songs about butterflies and sunshine, but a true, deep love is one that is there through the worst of it. Not just the easy days. The days when it’s hard to get out of bed. Days when the bank account is low. The days when you’re mad because your partner lacks the organizational gene. Days when Notre Dame/the Eagles/the Phillies lose.

I’d like to thank my friend’s Kevin and Rachel for their help on this one. I’d also like to tell you that I flubbed a lyric or two. One I flubbed on purpose (it has to do with a medal I also wear) and one was by accident. So, you can find the other one on your own. Consider it a Bridget & Bruce game of Where’s Waldo.

 

Also, unrelated to the song but just for fun: HAPPY FOOTBALL SEASON! Below are some of my favorite pictures from this time of year.

Today my cousin Molly told me about a boy from her high school who unexpectedly passed away yesterday. She told me that all of his friends were trying to fulfill his dream of being famous by spreading the hash tag #Honk4Feet on Twitter (Feet was his nickname). I was due for a video anyway, and I wanted to help out by spreading the word to the loyal followers of my blog because as I’ve learned, there’s always someone out there willing to help out for a good cause. Also, we all know Bruce is always there to help those in need.

 

Greetings from Nashville, where we are supposed to reach the cool temp of 108 today. Good times.

When I started the blog, I had a few songs on a list of songs I didn’t want to or couldn’t do. Born to Run, of course was number one, because really, no one wants to hear Born to Run covered. Then I added Because the Night and Stolen Car since females have already so awesomely covered them.

Except then I got a REAL PIANO in my house and found myself playing around with Because the Night. Just for fun at first, and then I really remembered how much I love the song. Firstly, I am a child of the 90s, so the 10,000 Maniacs version makes me feel like a kid again and brings me back to the sweet time when I wasn’t responsible for anything important like driving or buying my own toilet paper.

This is a killer part of Bruce’s live show, and I was lucky to see him play this once or twice, including the Meadowlands show where I believe Nils did a back-flip for the first time (?). I could be completely wrong there but I like to pretend the Bruce shows I saw were all historic in some fashion.

So then it came down to what lyrics to sing. I used some of Bruce, some of Patti Smiths, because honestly, I’m a girl and Patti’s words apply more to a female singing the song. “I work all day out in the hot sun,” is kind of funny, because I can’t stand to be out in the hot sun for more than 3 seconds at a time. I’m not fooling anyone there.

Lastly, it’s just piano/vocal because to get an orchestra to play on this thing would have cost me a few month’s salary and then some. Oh! And I played piano on it. Nope, I’m not going to blame that piano playing on anyone else. I even left a glitch in the bridge to prove it’s true. I really wanted the recording to sound as if I were playing it for you in my living room, because until now I’ve only played it for my dogs.

Hope you all like it, everyone stay cool!

And Bruce, if you’re reading, I’m planning on one of the Citizen’s Bank Park shows. Just FYI. I’m from PA and the Phillies are my favorite and, let’s be honest, your show there is going to be as spectacular as Chase Utley’s home run at his first at bat the other night. We could do this one:

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I remember seeing the track list for Devils and Dust, I was anxious to hear this one. Mainly because I knew Bruce grew up, as I did, in Catholic school (picture above to prove it), so I expected his knowledge on this subject to be legit.  Bruce could have done a lot of things with this song’s structure, but I appreciated that he kept it simple. It’s really not that different than a hymn you would sing in church. There’s not a chorus and melodically, it sort of stays the same.  The last verse is perfection. I remind myself of that verse when I am tense and feel like the world is going insane.

I am normally good at Lent. One year I gave up Facebook. In high school I gave up diet coke and chocolate. This year, I gave up nothing. I kept meaning to come up with something, but always came up short. This post isn’t to preach or to tell you what to believe. It is just my offering on this Good Friday, because I spend my time singing for a lot of people. I sing for you, I sing for Bruce, I sing for Nashville hot shots, I sing for strangers. Today, I wanted to sing for the person who gave me my voice.

I don’t know what I will do when my bathroom, with all it’s awesome acoustics, is finished. I will have no place to record videos.

Happy St. Patrick’s Day! I wanted to do a song for you guys that I grew up singing in bars this time and many other times of the year.

Last year for my birthday my Manfriend got me a flip cam so I could make videos for the blog, here we are almost a year later with my first video post!

My goal is to do a series of relaxed, live versions of songs on my new (yet to be tuned) piano in between recordings. This way I can post more often without putting any of my musician friends out for studio time.

My Hometown always rings true with me. Bruce does a good job of writing songs that almost everyone can see themselves in,in some way. Writers in Nashville sit in rooms for days to come up with something that is one tenth as good as this song, and I feel like Bruce just does it naturally. If I didn’t love him, I’d hate him. It’s like a person who wakes up pretty without any help from beauty products.

Of course I had to represent My Hometown’s (closest) baseball team, go Phillies!

Also, if you get tired of watching me you can watch my dog take a nap behind me.

Happy album release day!

Happy almost March. Time flies!

Brilliant Disguise. Where to begin? To be honest, I couldn’t believe I hadn’t done this one yet.

I have always admired this song from a songwriter’s point of view. It’s catchy, it stays in your head, but it’s really not true to normal form. It has layers and layers of depth. I often wonder if that is something Bruce has to work hard on, or if it’s something that comes naturally. You rarely hear cliches in his songs and sometimes depending on where you are in life the song means something different to you than it did before.

Since I last blogged, I left my dead end day job of 5 years to work on music full time. This means, unfortunately, a lot of writer’s block, extra time at the gym, and unfortunately too many episodes of the Kardashians. On days where I am suffering said writer’s block, I almost can’t listen to Bruce for the sake of getting angry. I wonder to myself, “How did he write this? Where did it come from?”

I don’t want to say too much, because I often feel like I am repeating myself in my admiration. So I’ll wrap things up by saying thanks for listening, and there’s a big month coming up for all of us, with the new album and tour. Bruce is playing Philly on my birthday. How perfect is that? Well, not so perfect when the day before Bruce announces the tour, I decide to quit my job to work on music full time ;) Literally, the day after I turned in my notice, out came the tour dates. Here’s hoping there’s another leg with a NASHVILLE date.

Thanks for reading and listening. Last post, I was honored to have the beautiful Maureen Van Zandt tweet about Drive All Night. I’m not sure if she’ll ever know how flattered I was, or how such a simple, kind act meant so much to me. It’s a strange thing that this blog began on my lunch break on a particularly awful day at work and actually got all the way to her speakers.  The internet is amazing, my friends.

I’ve been gone a long time. But I figured with Bruce making a comeback, now’s a good time for mine.

Since we left off:

Notre Dame had another mediocre season. I still love them.

Dublin and I enjoyed the Tennessee fall foliage.

My sister became the most beautiful bride of ALL TIME.

I sang Dylan’s “Forever Young” for the father/daughter dance.

Roy Halladay topped my Christmas tree in lieu of an angel.

Not pictured: The Phillies blew it (bats! we need bats!). A three-month long ear infection (you’re welcome). I quit my job (more on that later).

On to the song!

I can’t remember when I started singing. It’s like trying to remember when I started breathing. It’s always been a part of my general makeup.

Recording this song was the first thing I did musically in the month or so after losing my grandfather. Of course, no one’s life is perfect. I’ve been sad. I’ve been down, but I’ve never been as broken.

I remember the mile markers of my life musically so far. I remember the piano lessons, voice lessons, getting accepted into Belmont’s school of music, making an ensemble. My first gig, my first rejection, singing at state championships, and now singing for the first time since I lost my Pap Pap.

I think I have mentioned that my grandfather was a pivotal part of my singing career because he was at every gig I had at home. Whether it was singing at a bar, Christmas Eve Mass, or the national anthem at a basketball game, he was there. The second I open my mouth to sing I think of him smiling proudly back at me. He was so proud of all of his grandchildren.

I was hoping to have more success than I did in his lifetime. He would have been over the moon to see our last name in an album cover somewhere. I didn’t make this happen, but I will still try.

This has nothing to do with Drive All Night, although, singing with this new experience was on a completely different level than normal.

Drive All Night is the first song I wanted to do for the blog but for some reason, I kept putting it off. It’s my favorite non-greatest-hits Bruce song. If I did it, I wanted it to be done right, and different.

While I was recording, although the subject matter has nothing to do with the loss I had at hand, I realized that hurt is hurt. Loss is loss. And listening to the playback I heard in my voice, for the first time, real sadness.There are parts of this recording that “Nashville Bridget” wanted to fix. Then I thought of Bruce’s version, and how killer that raw emotion was. So I left it alone.

This is for all of you who have been patient with the blog. The wonderful Springsteen fans who were there for me, almost a complete stranger, in my time of loss. Then we were all there for each other not too long after for the loss of Clarence. I have no idea if this site has made its way to Bruce, or if it ever will. While that is the end goal, I now realize that I would have done this project no matter what, and I will continue to do so. Thank you.

And to Pap Pap, this is for you. They’re all for you.


PS. I would like to thank my wonderful, talented friends Kevin Fogarty & Justin Saunders for playing on this track. I am so lucky to have such talented people around me.

Check out Kevin’s composing site here:

http://www.kevinfogartymusic.com/

And Justin’s newest cello project here:

http://www.amazon.com/Blizzard-Strings-Tribute-Ozzy-Osbourne/dp/B006VDZYGU/ref=sr_1_4?ie=UTF8&qid=1327855712&sr=8-4

As you can probably tell from the lack of posts around here, it has not been a good month.

On May 27th, I lost my biggest fan. My Pap Pap passed away while I was on a plane from Nashville to Philadelphia. He had a long, painful road until then, and it has left me a different person.

My Pap Pap was a strong, stubborn Irishman yet gentle with a heart of gold. He always had a story, often funny, often somewhat fabricated. He could hold a grudge like no one else (a trait that I inherited). He loved Notre Dame football, he fought in the Korean war, he met JFK, or at least shook his hand. He had six children and fifteen grandchildren. Hundreds came to his wake and funeral. He was a big man, not so much in stature, but in life.

The thing about guys like that is we never think we’ll have to do without them. A personality that huge you think can never die. And when it does you’re left in the dark…like a light switch somewhere has been flipped and you are hunting around in the dark to find it.

Pap Pap, of course, knew of my love for Bruce and I was told that he read and listened to this blog. So coming back to it has been hard. Today is the first time I have logged in since it happened, and I was surprised to see that people still visited.

So, Clarence.

It’s never a good time to lose a legendary musician, but this especially was a hard time for me. I’ve never been so impacted by a celebrity’s death before, partially because while Clarence’s talent was untouchable, he as a human being was not. He just exuded kindness. When you heard him play, it was as if you were the only person in the room. Even in pain, even when you can tell he was in agony, he gave us fans everything he could.

As a musician, especially in college, I loved collaborating with people (partially the reason for this blog). The only thing better than making music was making music with others. You have friends, and then you have your friends that you make music with. It’s just a different level.

Maybe it’s because when you play together you have to communicate without words. Maybe it’s because just being able to have that gift of creating music ties you to others more closely than a friendship alone usually would. It’s just different.

So that’s why this morning my heart especially aches for Bruce and the rest of the band. Like losing my grandfather, I’m sure they know there’s no “back to normal”. Things won’t be the same. You just have to somehow, someway find a new normal and do the best you can.

So please, excuse me while the posts are few. I’m trying to get back to my own “new normal”. Of course, I could not market myself in a time like this. I will continue on with the blog not just for a year, but for as long as it takes. I don’t think either of the big men I’ve mentioned would ever believe in giving up.



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You knew I had to do this one. And I would like to add that it is unnecessary for ESPN to use this as background music when a Philly team is in a slump.

One of the common complaints I hear about Bruce is that he is too political. These complaints usually come from people who like U2,Coldplay,Toby Keith. But I digress.

I would say to anyone that gives this argument to listen to this song. This song is a pretty notable Springsteen soundtrack song. It won and Oscar and FOUR Grammies. When it came out, I wasn’t old enough to see the movie Philadelphia. I played it in my piano lessons. It was in a big book of soundtrack songs, along with the Theme from Ice Castles and the one from Home Alone. I thought it was cool because it was about Philadelphia. It’s about so much more.

There is a performance on YouTube of Bruce doing this at the Grammys. As a performer, I am literally blown away by it. It’s raw, emotional, and gut renching. All the while, Bruce just stands there and sings, eyes closed most of the time, no eye contact with the audience or cameras. We all know that Bruce is an entertainer’s entertainer, but here he exemplifies what is so hard for most of us, knowing when to hold back and just tell the story. That stuff can’t be taught. It’s a gift.

What Bruce does in songs so well is not preach, but leave the lesson up to the listener. Here is a song about a lonely man, under terrible circumstances. Instead of preaching acceptance, or making a judgement, or telling the listener what to think, Bruce instead, literally, takes you on a walk through the main character’s streets. By the end of the song, you know the man’s story, and can’t help but feel for him. Compassion. It’s what the world needs. It’s what the Boss does best.

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